Where Am I

I find myself in a world of my own
I find myself stuck in a paradise of the unknown
My surroundings and my territory seem so meaningless
My goals and my ambitions seem so worthless
I question myself about where I am headed
Low self-esteem and fear within me are embedded
Is this just a phase that I am going through
Am I going to be able to pull through
Could this be my dry season
Or am I failing to reason
Have I stumblrd and lost my way
Am I letting a life time opportunity slip away
Have I lost my inspiration
Has my inspiration and I lost our communication
I find myself not knowing where I am
Matbe it's time for me to rekindle my relationship with the Lamb.

This is it, this is what it is
This is it, this is what it has come to be
This is it, this is what life has come to beLife an experience that is filled with temptations
Temptations of the unknown and that can leave lasting impressions
Impressions which leave room for criticism and judgement
Judgement that is not always a true reflection of who are but what people insinuate
Insinuations which might make you or break you, all because of wanting be appreciated.
Is this all worth it?
Is this what God had in mind when He created man-kind?
I ask this question out of concernI ask this question out of fearI ask this question in disbelief
I ask:Is This It