I never used to think I'd be this kind of person
I never thought that this kind of relentless nature manifested in me
I never thought that life would bring to a point in my life where I am always astonished
I never thought that I would be a self content, self motivated and ambitious being at this age
I never thought that I had it in me to achieve all that I have at this premature era in my life
In the midst of me not knowing, someone was moulding me
In the midst of my stupidity, someone was groaming me
In the midst of my shortcomings, someone was building me
In the midst of my lack of self-belief, someone was cheering me on
In the midst of my inequities, someone was taking the plunge on my behalf
I started planning for that which i had no control over
I started structuring that which i had no tools to assemble
I started fixing that which was never broken
I started breaking that which was meant to build the character in me
But in the midst of it all...
Throughout the lack of understanding
Throughout the stumbling and scratches
Thoughout the developing stages
I learnt that I am just a character in this novel written in this book
I learnt that I am only featured to bring about that which the Author desires
I learnt that the little bit of shine that comes my way is nothing compared to the greatness of the Author.
I learnt that how to SIT BACK, and allow the AUTHOR to work his magic in me.
