I am literally six days away from closing a chapter of my life
One that taught me the true essence and roughness of life
I am no longer referred to as a child, i'm an adult in the making
I come and go as i please, no shouting and debating
Old enough to decide my own destiny
From her apron's stings i've been cut loose, what an epiphany
Wow, how fast time goes by
Not so long ago, was sent to the stores, bread and milk I had to buy
Under her roof i had to behave and acknowledge maturity that lies in her
Now i'm right there, the stress and hardships of being an adult, I have to bare
It's so ironic how I have longed and yearnt for this day
No that it's finally here, I don't want to do as I may
What????? I wanna be a kid again?
I wanna be fed and treated like a child that lacks the ability to make her own decisons?
Nah..... I don't think so..... I don't wana go back there..... I wanna be somewhere.......
I wanna be someone...... I wanna do something..... I gotta get elsewhere.... anywhere....
The calender is being marked down.....
Are my days of relentless and fun getting numbered?????
I don't know..... I don't know what to think...... Am I suppose to think????
Well I don't know because i don't know what this is suppose to feel like
I don't know what life expects of me at this pivotal epic moment in my life.......
But one thing is for sure..................
I have lived the past 19 years of my life with pride and determination
From all that I have went through, I have learnt how to me strong, how to love, how to care and how to be me........
I have learnt to define what's inside me based on who i AM.
Therefore, I say with prestige and a joyous heart that I have lived my teenage days with content and happiness
Everything I have absorbed from them have built my character and made mt the best that I can possibly be.
Although there is still room to grow, but the foundation has been laid and I know that from now on....
Life can only get tougher and better for every obstacle defines the next step in this human race....
We never get there but we must not stop THRIVING to BE THERE
